Friday, July 02, 2010
yay jcts are over! (: now i feel kinda weird to not have something to chiong for at night. -.- nvm it's a good weirdness. haha. but sad la cannot play so much too it's not the holidays. D:
anw so today after math paper, met mummy for lunch! had pizza. yay. (: and then went back to simei to buy eggs. met jie there and went back with her. the rain was very heavy though. nice to sleep but i didnt have time to. very tired now. slept very little for the past few nights. busy chionging for the papers. aack. anw after baking brownies, i went out to meet the clique for dinner! (: angela couldnt go again though. ): anw we had dinner at manpuku and bakerzin. alvina and i didnt eat at manpuku though. shared a pasta at bakerzin instead. and we had dessert at bakerzin too. hahaha. then ding's supervisor or something gave us a plate of mararons which tasted erm, a bit funny. but still, thanks to her. (: and the bill was cheaper than expected cos of the discountS! hahaha. ding had his staff discount too! :D on top of the 30% off desserts. yay. hahaha.
today was quite enjoyable. (: but very tired now. there's choir tmr! and farewell on sunday. packed weekends eh.
anyway, i think you've changed a lot. too much that it's so different now. and i don't like it. somehow, jc has made me a less happy person. and i think i'm thinking a lot more now. i don't like how superficial people can get. like saying love you or anything similar when it's not even from the heart. i will only say it when i mean it. although it does make me feel better for a while, but inside i know that it's just not true. and my birthday has also showed me some things. i really appreciate those who bothered to remember and smsed me. unlike facebook, i think some of the wishes are like there just because facebook says that it's so and so's birthday. i mean, what's the point of wishing when it's not even sincere. anyway, i still appreciate it. sigh a lot of things running through my mind now. i may not express it, but i'm still human and i can feel it. i want to be cared for, even the smallest action or simplest words will do. gosh okay i should stop this. tearing up now. i feel like i'm slowly losing my friends. sigh. okay i should go to bed now.
